Pardon. My. Amazing.

save me a slice

I don’t understand fleeting friendships. They make no sense to me at all. I’m not speaking of the friendships that fade due to like moving away or even growing apart. Nah. I’m talking about the ones where one member of the friendship simply decides that they would rather be acquaintances than actual friends. what kind of behavior is that?! I’ll tell you. It’s schizophrenic behavior. If not, then it’s likened to that nature in my opinion. 

Like, bro. All of a sudden, you care not one iota about the other party or the friendship you two participated in and enjoyed equally. It makes no sense. I don’t get it. And yes, for those of you reading, this actually happens.

So, the only conclusion I can come up with is that the negligent party in the friendship probably didn’t really value the friendship as much as the diligent party did. This is how the negligent party was so easily able and willing to release and remove itself from the relationship. No true feelings were really developed in the first place. Of course the laughs were genuine as well as the conversations but the love and care developed by the diligent party was not reciprocated by the negligent party. And this, my friends (no pun intended), is where the disconnection begins.

Is the moral of this to not engage yourself deeply regarding anyone else because either way people couldn’t care any less about you than they already don’t? I’d think so but I’d also hate to think that. First, I don’t like generalizations. It’s not fair to the people this post doesn’t apply to. Second, I don’t like sounding so pessimistic. There has to be good somewhere, in someone. I’m not sure…

However, in direct opposition of my own statement about generalizations, I’m convinced that the masses suck horrendously and tremendously. Like, the human race is an awful bunch of beings. A few good are sprinkled in there but overall…?? Just awful. 

Where’d the goodness go? if there’s any left, save me a slice…

… ‘cause I kinda think I’m starting to be guilty of the same thing